Phoenixian-Preschool

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DYING. id likely add such dialogue as i watched lol

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F.E.A.R.(Facing.Equating.Assimilating.Reciprocating)

I used to fear the dark

The new, + the question mark.

I’ve feared myself, my shadow, friends + family.

I feared adversaries + adversity

Confrontation was the worst to me.

Then I realized transformation equates survival rate,

So I prayed to somehow make my quiet rage

Into courage. All of a sudden,

I was ablaze. My body became a fire

That lit every corner of my dark cave,

Which turned out to be my own sanctuary,

The door of which opened to a village in the

Middle of Everywhere, the place where

Everybody knew me for years

+ they all waited for me to learn

Just what to do with fear.

I’m created 100% of gray, formative matter

I remember stepping out of that

Bland colored luminescence, up a staircase,

Then guided out of my mother’s womb.

Into the world, like the 1st day of school,

I would fast-forward/rewind + play around

Because I didn’t know the point.

My father’s chromosome kicked in later,

Although I didn’t know how to tell

The difference at first.

I became beastmaster to a creature that

Was born mature inside me, + fed him

Anyone/thing that entered my mind.

Discipline + fear became a chain + shakles

For this beast. He keeps outsiders at their

Distance, so we’re free to ride on our

Waves of vagueness + amorous obsession

With the place we came from.

“Dinosaur Eggs” {Operation:Halflife preview}

Just like no man is an island,
Neither is he a dinosaur egg*
He is not going to just open up +
Unfold by himself.
Someone has to come + give the signal,
To peel off those initial layers,
To make that first cut, giving a peek of
What is inside.

Think of the first time you ever got a cut.
The sharp sting + the numbness,
Sometimes in reverse order. That sacred,
Tender flesh just below the surface.
The blood might have dripped or ran from that wound,
+ you might have rushed to get a bandage,
Or just let it be, depending on the severity of the injury.

In the same way that we are harmed
+ get a reminder of our mortality,
So do we experience loss + depression
To gain a view of that volatile, valuable red
Substance just below the surface;]
+ just like blood, this red stuff
Does not end life when it is allowed o flow,
But it does break shells + end layers.

*(Many reptiles, dinosaurs included, have a special tooth that sticks out of their mouth for the specific purpose of breaking out of the egg. After they hatch, the tooth falls off.)*