Phoenixian-Preschool

theblacknationalist:

bad-dominicana:

dumbthingswhitepplsay:

kyssthis16:

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DYING. id likely add such dialogue as i watched lol

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F.E.A.R.(Facing.Equating.Assimilating.Reciprocating)



I used to fear the dark



The new, + the question mark.



I’ve feared myself, my shadow, friends + family.



I feared adversaries + adversity



Confrontation was the worst to me.



Then I realized transformation equates survival rate,



So I prayed to somehow make my quiet rage



Into courage. All of a sudden,



I was ablaze. My body became a fire



That lit every corner of my dark cave,



Which turned out to be my own sanctuary,




The door of which opened to a village in the



Middle of Everywhere, the place where



Everybody knew me for years



+ they all waited for me to learn



Just what to do with fear.





I’m created 100% of gray, formative matter



I remember stepping out of that



Bland colored luminescence, up a staircase,



Then guided out of my mother’s womb.



Into the world, like the 1st day of school,



I would fast-forward/rewind + play around


Because I didn’t know the point.



My father’s chromosome kicked in later,



Although I didn’t know how to tell



The difference at first.



I became beastmaster to a creature that



Was born mature inside me, + fed him




Anyone/thing that entered my mind.



Discipline + fear became a chain + shakles



For this beast. He keeps outsiders at their




Distance, so we’re free to ride on our



Waves of vagueness + amorous obsession



With the place we came from.

F.E.A.R.(Facing.Equating.Assimilating.Reciprocating)

I used to fear the dark
The new, + the question mark.
I’ve feared myself, my shadow, friends + family.
I feared adversaries + adversity
Confrontation was the worst to me.
Then I realized transformation equates survival rate,
So I prayed to somehow make my quiet rage
Into courage. All of a sudden,
I was ablaze. My body became a fire
That lit every corner of my dark cave,
Which turned out to be my own sanctuary,
The door of which opened to a village in the
Middle of Everywhere, the place where
Everybody knew me for years
+ they all waited for me to learn
Just what to do with fear.
I’m created 100% of gray, formative matter
I remember stepping out of that
Bland colored luminescence, up a staircase,
Then guided out of my mother’s womb.
Into the world, like the 1st day of school,
I would fast-forward/rewind + play around
Because I didn’t know the point.
My father’s chromosome kicked in later,
Although I didn’t know how to tell
The difference at first.
I became beastmaster to a creature that
Was born mature inside me, + fed him
Anyone/thing that entered my mind.
Discipline + fear became a chain + shakles
For this beast. He keeps outsiders at their
Distance, so we’re free to ride on our
Waves of vagueness + amorous obsession
With the place we came from.
“Dinosaur Eggs” {Operation:Halflife preview}

Just like no man is an island,
Neither is he a dinosaur egg*
He is not going to just open up +
Unfold by himself.
Someone has to come + give the signal,
To peel off those initial layers,
To make that first cut, giving a peek of
What is inside.

Think of the first time you ever got a cut.
The sharp sting + the numbness,
Sometimes in reverse order. That sacred,
Tender flesh just below the surface.
The blood might have dripped or ran from that wound,
+ you might have rushed to get a bandage,
Or just let it be, depending on the severity of the injury.

In the same way that we are harmed
+ get a reminder of our mortality,
So do we experience loss + depression
To gain a view of that volatile, valuable red
Substance just below the surface;]
+ just like blood, this red stuff
Does not end life when it is allowed o flow,
But it does break shells + end layers.

*(Many reptiles, dinosaurs included, have a special tooth that sticks out of their mouth for the specific purpose of breaking out of the egg. After they hatch, the tooth falls off.)*

- excerpt from the softcover book “Operation:Halflife- A Book For Children Inside + Outside” by yours truly. coming SOON

blackfashion:

Akuol de Mabior @ Why Not Models
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WNM

xaos:

Sigil - turned into an Earth dragon’s head :)
Be free to charge and fire this one; it’s great for your Earth home life.

xaos:

Sigil - turned into an Earth dragon’s head :)

Be free to charge and fire this one; it’s great for your Earth home life.